I made it through my first year of teaching middle school! I'm quite impressed with myself. I was really, really nervous last fall. And there were days in August and September when I questioned my sanity to willingly spend my days with students who weren't very interested in learning and could be unbelievably rude. One student did a handstand on the desk the first day of school, and when I told him not to do it again, he said "Why not? All the other teachers let me." By the way, I'm sure few, if any, teachers let him. Then, maybe two months later, on the day the districts salaries were printed in the local newspaper, the same student told me he hated me and another student chimed in "Yeah, nobody likes you. Why do you even bother coming everyday?" I was asking myself the same question especially after looking a the pay scale and being reminded that South Dakota pays it's teacher lower than any other state. I know, I know, we have no state income tax and low cost of living. But in Iowa I would make $10,000 more a year and you can't tell me the state tax and cost of living is $10,000 more 45 minutes away. So I digress, sorry.
At any rate, last fall I was questioning my sanity. But then things started changing, I started having a bit more control of my classroom most days, the math was coming back to me, and I started teaching novels. I cannot tell you how much more I enjoy teaching novels than 2nd grade reading books. And to be able to discuss plot and characters with the students who had an idea what I was talking about, it's great. I got to teach ten novels this year, some I'd read when I was a kid, like
The Outsiders and
To Kill a Mockingbird, and some that were new to me, like
Tangerine and
The Westing Game. And I read a ton of other young adult novels in order to better help my students choose their independent reading selections. Well that's why I said I was reading them, in actuality, I really enjoy reading YA novels. I am seriously considering getting my Masters in library sciences.
So things ended much better than they started. It didn't exactly turn in to
To Sir with Love or anything, and I don't think I was the one teacher who changed a student's life. But I think I helped some kids who needed it and I grew some as well and what more can I ask for? Well, more money, but I digress again. I know I didn't help every student as much as they needed and I also know there's a lot more growth I'll make, but it's a start. And the handstand kid? He really got into
To Kill a Mockingbird and had some great insights into the book. Granted he really thought Atticus should have shot Bob Ewell during the trial, but he knew what was going on. Truly, that alone made much of the year worth it. Handstand boy goes to the high school next year, I will miss him.
Next year I will be teaching the same subjects with some of the same kids. For the most part, that's a very good thing. It's the first time in a long time that I'll be in the same classroom 2 years in a row. The math should be much easier the second time around and I won't have to do quite so much reading, although I'm sure I'll do plenty.